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First time staying overnight with a friend. I have never liked to stay overnight in someone's house without my parents since young, and I thought this time would be different because I'd have fun, but it's not as fun as I expected, so I feel lonely atm. However, it's not nice to break my promise of staying with her though. Guess it'll be a tough night. Sometimes I think how could I survive when I go overseas on my own in the future?